I woke up feeling great this morning, which is saying something since I was in bed dying all day yesterday. I got up for tiny bits at a time, but pretty much from the time the kids left at 9am until this morning, I was in bed. I keep waiting for the bottom to fall out on the feel good and I am taking it slow, but so far, so good. I still have a bit of a sneeze and sniffles, but no more headache, no more extreme fatigue and no more earaches.
I ate a good bit of oatmeal for breakfast, two servings, actually. It is keeping me nice and full. I'd forgotten how well it sticks to ones ribs. I put in a half hour on the recumbent bike. Found I wasn't sweating much at my target zone, so I upped the price of poker a bit and kept my heart rate at 140-150, which definitely gave me a nice sheen. I felt even better after I exercised than I did before. I can breathe. I can expand my lungs and not feel asthmatic. I have energy. This is such a blessing. It is amazing how much we take our health for granted until we don't have it any more.
Now, today, I feel amazing. Like I can do anything at all.
I think I lost weight while I was sick, but I am hesitant to weigh myself, not because I am afraid of what I might see but because I am having severe misgivings about even having a scale, much less letting it dictate my mood, which it sometimes does. I want to be healthy and part of being healthy means taking off this excess weight, which is not completely dictated by a scale. Still, a person is not going to be lean, strong and healthy while weighing as much as I do, so the numbers on the scale actually do mean something.
I know, Sherry, I know! I'm going right now!
(But I already ate today and didn't poop it out yet!!!)
(OK, OK, I'm going!!)
Not so bad. Three pounds down from my heaviest (in my life), which was about a week and a half ago, so that's good. I'll take it. One day at a time, right?
I'm off to wrap presents and take inventory.
Hope you all have a safe and happy holiday season!
:)
Fatastic Journal - December 15th, 2005
15 December 2005 @ 10:13 am
Current Mood: accomplished
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